Dramatic Monotony

Wednesday, February 06, 2002

Song of the week, "Trouble" by Coldplay

I'm thinking I'm obsessed with this song. I feel like I'm coming down off of a high. Life seems to be hitting me with its full force, but I still can't feel it. I'm a bit numb at the moment. Dreamy... contemplative... a bit out of it, really. I can't concentrate on anything for longer than a few seconds. I'm channel-surfing a lot more than I usually do. I'm web-surfing a lot more than I usually do. I'm listening to Coldplay yet again.

I'm also going to see Reel Big Fish on Thursday with Nels and Andy. I'm ecstatic! I've never seen them live... and even though the tickets were a little expensive ($22), I think it will definitely be worth it. I always have fun with Andy - I'm going to miss him next year. He's a really cool guy... the first RHPer I talked to, in fact! We bonded immediately. And Nels? Well, can I think of anyone more cool and laid-back? Lea got herself a good catch in him. I approve!

Valentine's Day is soon.

I completely forgot until I went to Brian's page. Evidently he's depressed about it... just as much as I am? I always find myself in such strange situations with my own love life. Right now, the most significant feature is my lack of a love life. But I have a crush, who seems totally oblivious to me. I don't know what's worse... to not have feelings for anyone, or have feelings for someone who won't reciprocate? The story of my life.

I'm going to bed now. G'night everyone.