Wednesday, June 12, 2002

Strangely enough, I have Selena's "Dreamin' of You" stuck on rotate in my head.

I haven't blogged for a while. I think I was disappointed at the lack of comments on my last entry. But after contemplating for a few days, I think I understand... IT'S SUMMER! People are out, having fun on vacations or partying or... something. But reading weblogs isn't high on most people's priority list. So, you are forgiven. ;)

I'm in the middle of taking a class on Adobe Photoshop at the moment. I'm actually enjoying it. Strange...

I'm having a hard time sleeping. I tried going to bed at nine tonight... but as soon as I went to sleep, my parents woke me up. And I've been trying to go back to bed ever since, and it's just not working. I have all of these thoughts running through my head... I'm excited about next year, especially about rushing. I'm a bit anxious about it at the same time, though. I dream about being rejected from every sorority because I'm not a size six or because I'm not pretty enough or funny enough or smart enough... Then I wake up and frantically run around the room, trying to figure out who can give me recommendations or how I can lose five pounds. These feelings totally disappear when the sun comes up... but at night, my insecurities haunt me. I suppose they haunt everyone.

I'll try sleeping again. G'night everyone.