Wednesday, July 30, 2003

I think I've been ditched.

I'm so mad. Pissed off. And really really upset. I hate it when people act like flakes. I'm not a flake, and I don't expect other people to behave in such a way. I think I deserve at least a phone call. An IM. Something. I planned my whole week around tonight, and now no one's answering my phone calls, no one's online, and no one hasn't THOUGHT about me.

And the worst thing is, I was looking forward to tonight so much. I shaved my legs, got dressed up, and here am I, ruining my makeup because I'm crying too much. I'm just so disappointed. All I wanted to do was spend some time with two people that I love, and now... I can't even do that. Not only is tonight a blow to my pride, it's sad as well.

I suppose if I can't go see "I Capture the Castle," I can at least read the book. Maybe that will make me feel better.