Thursday, July 18, 2002

I'm currently listening to "Black Magic Woman" by Santana. Groovy.

Wow, I haven't updated in a long time. A lot has happened... Anne visited me from Austin, we had a "Ladies Night" where we watched Risky Business and Reality Bites... I got "secret-shopped" at Express... and tomorrow I'm going to see Miah! Well, not really, I'm going to see a DCI show, but he'll be there!.

I'm in a "what if?" mood. There aren't a lot of things I'd change in my life, to be honest. I've made quite a few mistakes, but I've learned enough to make them all worth my time. But there are still a few things that I wonder about. The logistics of fate are fascinating... I've *not* done a lot of things that could've made a really big difference... and I've also been in certain situations due entirely to logistics. What if I didn't live where I do? What if I was born in another year? What if I ran down the stairs to comfort a troubled friend instead of holding back? What if I had made my true feelings known? What if I decided *not* to join? What if I studied hard?

It can make a girl crazy. Egads!