Dramatic Monotony

Sunday, May 22, 2005

I was told that I needed to update my blog.

So, here I am. And I can't think of anything interesting to say.

Graduation - I did it. I walked. I'd show you pictures, but I don't have any yet. Nicole's father acted as my personal photographer, but I'm still waiting for the photos. My dad made me order the "official graduation photos" for $7.95 a piece. I thought that was a bit ridiculous, especially since they are not that impressive. The placement was horrible - it looks like I have a post coming out of my head in my "yay, look at me with my diploma case" photo.

I went to the zoo before everyone left. That was cool. I might put up some animal pics in the future, once I finish editing a few. I like San Diego a lot. Kevin was nice enough to let a mass of people invade his house, so we didn't have to wake up extremely early to make it to the zoo when it opened. Next, I'd like to visit the Wild Animal Park. Kevin? Can I play with Karl again?

I miss people. But I don't miss being an RA. I don't miss the dumbasses that live in New. For the most part, those kids were too rich and snotty for their own good. My life was hell as a result. I'm still bitter, and I'm still trying to digest the last semester without this layer of cynicism that creeps into everything. Some moments were awesome; I just need to concentrate on those memories instead of the horrible ones. My disappointment in people seems almost palpable. I don't know whether I'm reacting this way as a result of my migraines or not - to be honest, everything is tinged with my physical pain. I spent a lot of time in my room with an invisible vise around my brain.

Thanks to the people who helped me move - Kevin, Brandon, John, Katie, Lauren - you guys were awesome to help me with all of my stuff. Max escaped the burdon of moving me out - but don't worry, babe. I'll call when I'm moving into my apartment. You're just in Moorpark.

I need to catch up with people, but my internet manners are atrocious. I still have an aversion to email, but I'm checking my voicemail now. That's somewhat of an improvement.

My daily routine is quite amusing... if you're amused by very little. At least I have the dog. I think he likes me a little bit. I'm nice to him and give him treats. And without a doubt, he loves to play "dolly" with me. He gets super-excited when I start tossing his doll around.

This is enough for now. I despise this keyboard, so you're stuck with shorter entries than normal.